Why is it the more I try to fight it the further I seem to fall? I am starting to think I should have said no to Homecoming but at the same time...it lead to both the best and the worst moments of my life...but I'm starting to wonder if the good was worth the bad. This is why I'm so afraid of being happy. It's starting to hurt to be around people . I just don't know what to do. I'm afraid to be alone, but I hurt too much to be around people. I want to be able to be around people, but when I am I have to turn around and leave again before they see me cry. Soon all my friends will be gone and it will be just me again. I'm scared. I'm sick of feeling. Can I just go back to two years ago when I didn't feel anything?
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