Discoveries

So...I fell asleep at Castilleja again last night around 4:00 am (Watching Doctor Who with Trevin. I think he likes it now) and woke up around 6:00 then went back to my apartment to go back to bed and guess what I found out...I'm scared of being alone. I went back the suites, went to bed, and you know that feeling like you're trapped? Like there is an invisible box around you that keeps shrinking and you can't out? That's how it feels when I'm at the suites. It makes me feel kind of pathetic, being afraid of myself...