Unexpected Peace

After the DTR which I mentioned in previous posts, I took a few minutes to sit down and evaluate just where I felt I was and how I felt about the relationship I am in and came to a surprising conclusion. I decided that I was investing WAY more emotion into it than necessary at this point and can finally, truthfully say that I will just relax, sit back and see how it turns out. If it doesn't work out then that's ok, I learned a lesson and at least had the experience and I should be happy for the time I had. If it does work out than that's ok too. So all in all I think I have finally accepted that I am over-emotional, and have learned how to fix that. I have made many decisions in my life both good and bad, and now I think that, while I will still make bad choices, I can be able to accept them with more grace and contentment. I believe I am finally on the right path to finding, and accepting myself.