Pirates and Bananas

So...once again, I get my hopes up and I screw everything up. GO ME! Every time I do something I'm told I'm good at I get shut down. I mean I'm used to it by now but I got down to the last thing I considered myself as good at so just a bit depressing is all. Guess Mum was right, there IS always going to be some better than me. On that note, all day today I've had this feeling in my gut that I'm about to be replaced. I mean I know my friends are there for me and everything so I shouldn't feel that way but...have you ever felt like you are about to lose someone? That... Anyway, Potassium...I should get some...