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After further investigation into the depths of mu mind I have been told not to post when I'm half asleep but... quick update: after five years of suggesting I'm here to tell you I'm finally getting counseling starting  Wednesday. In other news, Trevin's missionary  Abbie is coming back in 11 days. While I'm excited for Trevin I can't help but be terrified. I don't know what's going to happen after that, and I really don't like not knowing. Either way some thing or other is going to change, and I'm not overly fond of change. On a side note twice now I have been called aggressive; a word that has never been used in regard to me before and twice there has been an instant where I felt someone was reading my mind. It's been an odd week. Today I was told that I seem happier. In truth I've been more down than usual (most likely because of the fear of impending change). Anyway I should go. night everyone.