Well, it's not everyday you black out in front of a whole congregation and their families but somehow I managed to pull it off. Lucky me. The worst part is I almost cried in front of them too. Only Four people outside my family have seen me cry. Joyce, Nikki, my drama coach (Linda) and Trevin. In that order. I'm not used to crying. Ever since fall break I've been tearing up left and right over the stupidest things. Sometimes I think of emotions as a disadvantage. "A chemical defect found on the losing side" if you want a quote. Other times I don't know what to think of them. It's all very frustrating. ANYWAY back to the blackout fiasco: They were looking for volunteers for the ward choir Christmas program in sacrament and they asked my dad so he came to me and said. "If I'm being dragged into this you are too." so I said okay. half way through I see black dots, hearing goes fuzzy, then I can't hear anything everything is black I feel myself fall then nothing for a moment then There is a new member and brother Church standing over me, Mariah Wheeler, my drama coach's daughter's hand on my shoulder and then I was lead to my seat and sat there for the rest of sacrament singing while everyone else is standing (Needless to say I was embarrassed) the my old land lady, Conné Lord gave me a ride home after brother Church recommended it (and I figured it was a good idea to listen to him as he works in the hospital)It's funny I always thought fainting was a myth. Guess I was wrong. To be honest I black out more than you'd think. This is just the first time I haven't been able to catch myself. So now I'm here recording my adventure on my blog...of course I just told my parents my knee gave out. I f I told them the truth they'd freak out and try to take my to the hospital or something and we an't afford that where as my knee giving out has turned into a natural occurrence at our house they wouldn't worry as much.
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