Before you jump to conclusions, by drugs I mean Melatonin. Finally getting some decent sleep!
ANYWAY, earlier this week I was advised to take a step back, quit worrying about the problems my friends are facing and take a look at my own and figure out what I'm so insecure about. I think I found at least part of the problem. I focus too much one what people say I'm not. Like my brother for instance who tells me all the time I'm not smart or skilled , or talented in any way, I'm not pretty, I'm not independent, I have no personality, I deserve to be alone; the list goes on and on. Instead I should focus more on the fact that there is someone who thinks I am smart, pretty, kind, strong, wise (There is a difference between smart and wise), talented and just all around fantastic just the way I am. Yeah every now and then I need someone to remind me but don't we all? Sometimes there are small ways of saying you care such as "Go to bed. Go directly to bed. Do not pass 'Go'. Do not collect $200" or even "You're a dork". but even then saying "Hey! You're brilliant" or "You're Fantastic" can go a long way. Just a thought for the evening.
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